Day 6

Today has been very hard...

I had another difficult night with lots of nightmares and then something was making a really annoying noise. You know when you're half asleep and instead of getting up and sorting out the problem you just keep shouting at it and think it will go away? Well that's what I did and it meant a few hours of crappy sleep. Then I got woken up by the coles people knocking at the door and it scared me so much I was shaking for ages! So... Clearly mornings and nights aren't my thing.

It was so good to have the food delivery and see all the food I will have having for the next 5days. There was so much colour it made me feel so good. Again, I prepared all my juices this morning so I didn't have to do any washing up or making later. So, for breakfast I had carrot, apple and ginger juice. I have to admit I'm beginning to get a little bored of carrot. It is so sweet and it makes me feel a little sick now when I have it in the juice. The biggest challenge of today was drinking the coconut water. I don't know why I hate it so much. When I drink it I just want to spit it back out. When I swallow it almost comes back up immediately. I was meant to have 450ml but I only did 400ml. I think I'm going to have to reduce it down to 250ml. I just find it so unbearable. I try to think of the benefits but it's so difficult when it's so gross. I put ice in to try and make it as cold as possible so I couldn't taste it but it wasn't good enough to work. After drinking the coconut water I felt so hungry. I'm find it so hard not eating. Even after my lunch juice (joes mean green juice ) I still felt starving. The juice was so sour and now I keep craving meat and cheese and oniony things. This afternoon I had my 2nd round of carrot apple and ginger juice and I couldn't bare the sweetness. I want to eat so badly. Robbie is cooking up something now and I'm desperate to eat it!

On a more positive note, I have found a local organic produce company who deliver vegetable boxes. They're called, Organic Collective. I've sent them an enquiry about ordering a box from them, it only costs $60 and it's organic! Compared to the $140 that I spent at Coles on non-organic food. It's completely ridiculous how much supermarkets charge. But, I'm very excited to be supporting local and organic produce. It also means better nutrients!

This evening I was really looking forward to my purple passion. But, I think the mint in it has made me feel absolutely disgusting. I want to throw up. I feel so nauseous and it's unbearable. First the coconut water now the purple passion. I hope it goes away soon. I'm going to have some fizzy water and see if that helps. So, at the end of day 6 I'm feeling really sick but I'm not ready to give up.

I'm going to start a blog tomorrow which links onto this one. It will include recipes of all the things I make during this transformation. I will include it at the end of my blog tomorrow.

I would also like to thank everyone for reading my blog and giving me so much support through this!